Chris Paul has spent his entire career pretending the odds were stacked against him.
Paul put himself in this position by almost single-handedly giving away a pivotal Game 5 against the Thunder. Sure, OKC rallied to finish the contest on a 17-3 run, indicating plenty was going wrong for the Clips before that fateful final minute.
But CP3's play in that decisive closing sequence gave the Thunder the edge they needed to complete a highly improbable comeback.
He foolishly tried to sell a foul on a 75-foot heave, turning the ball over at a critical juncture.
He fouled Russell Westbrook on a three-point attempt—and an awful attempt, at that. It was a contested pull-up off the dribble, and Paul was right in his face. Ever seeking an extra advantage, CP3 got a piece of Westbrook's shooting elbow and was whistled for a violation he'd committed hundreds of times in the past.
Then he turned the ball over on the Clippers' final possession.
It was bad. Really, really bad.
To his credit, Paul took full responsibility for botching the final minute of Game 5 in a candid, emotional postgame address:
Chris Paul: "Probably the toughest thing I've been through basketball wise."— Royce Young (@royceyoung) May 14, 2014
The Chris Paul sad-face is the saddest of all faces.... pic.twitter.com/3vKaThx39L— Dave Zirin (@EdgeofSports) May 14, 2014
You've got to admire his willingness to take the blame. Too often, we hear some variation of the hackneyed "it is what it is" excuse in situations like this. Guys try to deflect, to distance themselves from earned culpability.
Not Paul. He faced head on the fact that he'd cost his team the game.
Chris Paul: "It's me. Everything that happened at the end is on me."— Royce Young (@royceyoung) May 14, 2014
Now, he must face something else: the daunting uphill climb of a 3-2 deficit in a seven-game series. History is not in his corner.
Per WhoWins.com, NBA teams up 3-2 in a seven-game series win 85 percent of the time. And when those teams have home-court advantage, as the Thunder do, their chances of winning jump to 91 percent.
And it's not just precedent making things tough for Paul and the Clippers. They're also dealing with the lingering distraction of Donald Sterling, who refuses to go away. Seeing him in bizarre interviews and reading about the seemingly inevitable and protracted legal battle soon to be waged for control of the franchise can't make it easy to focus on the task at hand.
The Clippers' season isn't all that's at stake, either. Paul's legacy is also in jeopardy.
The fact is, Paul's teams are just 22-30 in his postseason career. He went 10-13 with the Hornets and the Clippers have a 12-17 playoff mark since his arrival in L.A.
Some of that has to do with being coached by the likes of Byron Scott and Vinny Del Negro in his previous playoff runs. And for what it's worth, Paul hasn't exactly wilted in the postseason; his playoff numbers are practically identical to the ones he's posted during the regular season, per Basketball-Reference.com.
Critics, though, can point to Paul's decline in player efficiency rating and win shares per 48 minutes as evidence he doesn't perform as effectively when the stakes are higher.
Those numbers aren't wildly different, though, and we could reliably argue there's a sample-size issue here. We know for certain that Paul hasn't made a habit of disappearing in the playoffs, and he's never endured anything like what happened in Game 5 before.
On balance, he's been a stellar postseason performer.
But history has a way of ignoring things like that, and there's a chance Paul will someday be viewed as a player who couldn't get his team over the hump. We'll remember his isolated collapse more than we'll remember his larger body of solid work.
To this point, Paul has always gotten something of a pass because everyone recognizes how good he is. But maybe Game 5 will represent a turning point in that narrative.
Love CP3 - but if someone other than him made those plays down the stretch. They’d be getting eviscerated right now.— Haralabos Voulgaris (@haralabob) May 14, 2014
Maybe we'll soon be discussing the fact that he's never led his team to the conference finals.
Game 5 changed the entire complexion of the series, swinging the momentum wildly back into OKC's favor. And Game 6 might alter the legacies of every player involved in the series—Paul most of all.
This next challenge will be the greatest of Paul's career.
He must redeem himself after costing his team a pivotal game, and he'll probably have to do so at less than full health. Anyone who thinks his sore hamstring is no longer an issue is fooling themselves.
He'll also have to save his team from elimination amid an immense off-court distraction. And even he has to know his reputation as a winner is probably at stake.
CP3 has always played with a defiant edge. It's part of what has made him great. In that sense, maybe Game 6 won't feel any different for him.
Maybe years of attacking opponents and bellowing at officials as though every second of every game had elimination riding on it has prepared him to face this moment. Maybe Paul is uniquely trained to handle what's in front of him.
He may or may not succeed, but rest assured, he'll be ready. Paul has been preparing for this moment—when he no longer needs to pretend everything hangs in the balance—for his entire career.