Okay. It was just a few minutes ago that I saw the much talked about photos of Tom Brady in Mexico with Gisele Bundchen.
The pictures that show him being fed by his girl, as well as the two of them snuggling in the ocean really stand out. There may be more, but thankfully, I haven't seen them.
A lot of emotions hit me when seeing those photos, but none of them are synonymous with "happy" or "excited." But with a deep breath, I stifled them down, and...
The problem is obvious. While Patriots fans hope, plead, and beg for Brady to be healthy by the beginning of next season, the only glimpses of him that we see have nothing to do with football. He barely even talks about football.
At points this offseason it seemed like there was a better chance of seeing a ring on his finger than a football in his hand. And these pictures did nothing to ease the anxiety.
Sure, Brady's love life is none of our business. If he wants to spend every waking moment of the next few months all over the world, in any town but Foxboro, Mass., that's his deal. After all, who can blame him?
Well, as fans, we make it our business to blame him. It's our responsibility to hope he hangs out less with a supermodel and more with guys like Randy Moss, Wes Welker, and Matt Light.
But here's the truth that Patriots fans both hate and fall back on: Tom Brady has earned the right to keep his private life his business.
This isn't Tony Romo. Brady didn't throw a few touchdown passes, win a few games, and decide he was the biggest star in the league. He doesn't have people wondering if he can handle the big game. And he has shown that whatever the distraction may be, he can deal with it.
He had an open relationship with Bridget Moynahan while leading New England to Super Bowl XXXIX. When his son was born during the Patriots' 2007 training camp, he responded by throwing for 50 touchdowns. The fact that the Patriots didn't win a fourth Super Bowl is by no means Tom Brady's fault.
And even as we Patriots fans shield our eyes from Tom Terrific looking like a soft loverboy in Mexico, we can't forget that only one day earlier, a story broke about how Brady is dropping back, throwing, running, and preparing for 2009.
Does that sound like a player whose interests are elsewhere?
The point is, Tom Brady is focused on football. He's focused on leading the New England Patriots. And after missing 2008 and hearing his days numbered by the media, he's likely more focused.
It's just that when he goes to Mexico he doesn't show it. He doesn't have to.
When I see the photos, I feel my frustration rise, and I get on with my life knowing that Tom Brady will be one of the NFL's best players next year as quarterback of the New England Patriots.
Just like he always has.