COLUMBUS — Tim Beckman is not the man he used to be. “I’ve lost 22 pounds,” he said after Illinois’ 31-17 homecoming loss to Indiana on Saturday. “You think I like losing? I haven’t been around it. I hate it.” As Beckman’s Illini visit sixth-ranked Ohio State for a different sort of homecoming on Saturday, his nightmare first season away from the University of Toledo continues to plumb new depths.